Margie with TBI, PTSD…and Maggi not knowing…

The first clue was Margie’s missing childhood and mother refusing to answer the question in 2010 when I told her I was missing memory and her reply, “some things are best not remembered”….

When I realized I did not even remember my younger brothers, christmas’, birthdays and school, I did not believe it… I thought dementia starting at an early age, I was 56… I was wrong….

I had initiated an appeal through the El Paso VA in 2011 and underwent a very extensive psyche exam… When I received a copy of the appeal with the results I was shocked… PTSD… How could I have this???

No physical assaults that Maggi knew of, no training accidents, never saw combat, never was in an auto accident, so how… The psychologist wrote “PTSD related to illness”, but that could not be, the diagnosis of Fibromyalgia was an incorrect diagnosis in 98…

So began the journey to find answers as to why the psychiatrist thought I had PTSD and how the Air Force got it all wrong… I say this only because I took the same psyche exam when the Air Force was pushing me out in 1983, to cover up the rape and attempted murder of my child by the 1st Sargeant’s son at Vance Air Force Base…Those results by the Air Force were not even close to being correct… Cover up at it’s best…

How do I go about figuring out what was missing in my long-term memory, what caused me to lose most of the first 18 years of life and how… 2011 is when Margie started to make her self heard, though I was deaf to her attempts…

It would take another 6 years to get my answers… It would take a young man named Devin to provide those answers and the lives of 26 innocents…

Times Up #MeToo

I Remember…

 

 

 

Author: maggi9454

Domestic violence, rape and assault are not new in America or the world... but it is accepted in the highest offices of our government in America... The catholic church, in congress and the white house... you can use and abuse people as long as you can make everyone believe the words coming out of your mouth.... My body shows the evidence of domestic violence and Air Force cover up... I am just one among millions whose government was complicit in rape and domestic violence... Until women step up and vote with their voice... Men in power, will protect men in power and do it in the name of your god and country.... Your voice, your vote...