Margie with TBI, PTSD…and Maggi not knowing…

The first clue was Margie’s missing childhood and mother refusing to answer the question in 2010 when I told her I was missing memory and her reply, “some things are best not remembered”….

When I realized I did not even remember my younger brothers, christmas’, birthdays and school, I did not believe it… I thought dementia starting at an early age, I was 56… I was wrong….

I had initiated an appeal through the El Paso VA in 2011 and underwent a very extensive psyche exam… When I received a copy of the appeal with the results I was shocked… PTSD… How could I have this???

No physical assaults that Maggi knew of, no training accidents, never saw combat, never was in an auto accident, so how… The psychologist wrote “PTSD related to illness”, but that could not be, the diagnosis of Fibromyalgia was an incorrect diagnosis in 98…

So began the journey to find answers as to why the psychiatrist thought I had PTSD and how the Air Force got it all wrong… I say this only because I took the same psyche exam when the Air Force was pushing me out in 1983, to cover up the rape and attempted murder of my child by the 1st Sargeant’s son at Vance Air Force Base…Those results by the Air Force were not even close to being correct… Cover up at it’s best…

How do I go about figuring out what was missing in my long-term memory, what caused me to lose most of the first 18 years of life and how… 2011 is when Margie started to make her self heard, though I was deaf to her attempts…

It would take another 6 years to get my answers… It would take a young man named Devin to provide those answers and the lives of 26 innocents…

Times Up #MeToo

I Remember…

 

 

 

Author: Adorable Spite

Domestic violence is an old song, sung thru the ages like a hymn and purported to be the way christians live their lives... full of deceit, hate, bigotry and most of all fear... It is that fear that cost me my virginity, my soul and most of all my humanity... I had to fight to keep the christians hands off my soul, but they stole from my body and so did the U. S. Air Force... Rape and attempted murder... but image was more important... Vance AFB and Webb AFB... #WhyIDidntTell #MeToo TimesUP, Circle of Silence is no more....