A Child’s Cry Her World Full of Sorrow…

Margie believed in god at one time… She said the prayers that all christian children learn… She read the bible and learned its meaning… She sang in choir, went to sunday school and practiced what was taught….

Margie quickly learned, no matter how good you behave… How much you forgive… No matter what you do to comply with the teachings that were handed down by human beings… They were after all only humans… Humans that control life with fear…

No supernatural… No magic… Just stories told by adults to sow fear in the hearts and minds of children and those adults, who are not able to believe in themselves…

Margie learned very early, no matter how much you do and say in the name of christianity… It is just humans having lack of faith in themselves…

Margie realized after the beating over the boob incident with her sister and brother… That god was just an excuse to say it’s okay to rape, beat, torture, lie and steal your way through life…

Margie chose a different path and that went against every thing her parents tried to beat into her… 

Margie chose to live her life based on right and wrong… Margie chose to believe in the laws that man-made to protect all, not just some… Margie chose to live life away from the fear that christians use to control, what they don’t own or in possession of…

Margie was vivid last night… I woke many times during those long night hours, finding my body curled in the fetal position… A position I took many a time after a brutal beating…Trying to give my broken and battered body some relief from the physical pain…

It is a very painful day… the depression is deep, the sorrow great… yet I tell myself…

Margie is alive if not complete… Margie is searching for answers that may never be met… 

Though I will never go by the name Margie again… giving her a voice is the most I can do for a child so brutally abused by the people who should have protected her… Mom & Dad…

TimesUp #MeToo

I Remember…

Author: maggi9454

Domestic violence, rape and assault are not new in America or the world... but it is accepted in the highest offices of our government in America... The catholic church, in congress and the white house... you can use and abuse people as long as you can make everyone believe the words coming out of your mouth.... My body shows the evidence of domestic violence and Air Force cover up... I am just one among millions whose government was complicit in rape and domestic violence... Until women step up and vote with their voice... Men in power, will protect men in power and do it in the name of your god and country.... Your voice, your vote...