For ever running….

 I see the child, in my nightmares… She is for ever running… Running to get out of the grasp of the woman who gave her life… Never understanding what a child of 4, 5 or 6 ever did to deserve to be brutally beaten, leaving blunt force trauma fractures threw out her whole body… 

A child with big gray eyes, short curly hair and a small frame, barely weighing 50 pounds at 6… This little child, who was no more than skin and bones, brutally beaten, because the mother was and still is mentally ill… becasue of a man-made god, that never existed, nor will it ever exist… just an excuse to brutalize a child because you are nothing more than a bully… 

Margie has been running since she was a little girl… her legs now so very tired from trying to escape the hell she was born into… the pervasive behavior in the name of religion, isn’t religion, it’s a cult… a way of life to cause harm, because you refuse to seek help… a way of life, of lying, stealing, cheating and beating… what you could never have or become… a good person… so they hide behind their man-made religion, why… because the god in their head will forgive them…

Is Maggi capable of forgiving and moving on… only time will tell on that subject… Her brain says exactly how Margie feels… her heart says, quit buying into human emotional rhetoric… what was done was criminal and these people she once called family is no more… they may walk this planet, but to Margie they died decades ago… when they killed her… Until they acknowledge what they did, her birth family does not exist in her world… They want forgiveness, they should ask Margie… not the god in their head… that never existed… Margie does exist….

TimesUp #MeToo

I Remember…

Author: maggi9454

My earliest memory is before the age of 2... by the time I was 13, I had no childhood memories... No holidays, no birthdays... On 11/5/17 a shooter in Texas changed all that... It triggered my memories from my 13th year... The Air Force covered it up an it happened in Big Springs, Texas 1967... Domestic violence, PTSD, TBI and I too served in the Air Force 10 years later... This is my story to remember what was stolen...