Ghosts of Memories…

They are there… just not clear as to what is running through my mind while I sleep… I had suspected since Nov 7, 2017 that I had repressed memories, I just didn’t realize how complicated it is to open those memories up… It’s not like you are opening a bag of chips, where they explode and go everywhere… No, it’s more along that line of opening a zipper and getting some body part stuck in that zipper… you open it painfully slow… so slow that you cause yourself as little pain as possible… yep, that is where I be…

As my world around me, and I mean just my little section on this planet… as that settles and becomes less chaotic, the more relaxed and receptive I am to facing the past… Though the past for most of us is just memories… for me the past is freedom from the nightmares that have been with me for over 50 years… and I am getting just a little tired of them hanging around…

Our stay on Hawaii will last as long as I need it too… I will know when I am ready to let it all go… I can’t change what is…. I can learn to understand it, acknowledge it, accept it and learn to live with it… to own it, not IT owning me…

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I Remember….

Author: maggi9454

Domestic violence, rape and assault are not new in America or the world... but it is accepted in the highest offices of our government in America... The catholic church, in congress and the white house... you can use and abuse people as long as you can make everyone believe the words coming out of your mouth.... My body shows the evidence of domestic violence and Air Force cover up... I am just one among millions whose government was complicit in rape and domestic violence... Until women step up and vote with their voice... Men in power, will protect men in power and do it in the name of your god and country.... Your voice, your vote...