It haunt’s my every moment….

Hello ole friend… you have been absent for a while and in the back door you snuck in and took up residence…

Don’t know how many times I have evicted you… slammed the door in your face… refused to acknowledge you and you just keep coming back like a bad penny…

My ole friend, depression…

This time you only got a few days of my time and attention… always wandering the same path, reviewing the same subject matter… looking at the world from the outside looking in… getting the same result, no closer to the answers…

Yep, you get points for it this time ole friend… Me 1 & Ole friend 1… the score is even…

It is a trying time… I wait diligently for medical records from a long time ago, just so I can see if my suspicion is correct in the lack of care after each attack…

The constant argument in my head as to when to put the house up for sale, so that we may go back to Washington and settle down… you were there ole friend… reminding me of all I missed in the years we have been gone…

Yep Ole friend… you win this round… 

As for Pele… well she is making new land and we are just along for the ride… only 4% of Hawaii is affected by this volcano… this mild weather has been wonderful…

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I Remember…

Author: Adorable Spite

Domestic violence is an old song, sung thru the ages like a hymn and purported to be the way christians live their lives... full of deceit, hate, bigotry and most of all fear... It is that fear that cost me my virginity, my soul and most of all my humanity... I had to fight to keep the christians hands off my soul, but they stole from my body and so did the U. S. Air Force... Rape and attempted murder... but image was more important... Vance AFB and Webb AFB... #WhyIDidntTell #MeToo TimesUP, Circle of Silence is no more....