It haunt’s my every moment….

Hello ole friend… you have been absent for a while and in the back door you snuck in and took up residence…

Don’t know how many times I have evicted you… slammed the door in your face… refused to acknowledge you and you just keep coming back like a bad penny…

My ole friend, depression…

This time you only got a few days of my time and attention… always wandering the same path, reviewing the same subject matter… looking at the world from the outside looking in… getting the same result, no closer to the answers…

Yep, you get points for it this time ole friend… Me 1 & Ole friend 1… the score is even…

It is a trying time… I wait diligently for medical records from a long time ago, just so I can see if my suspicion is correct in the lack of care after each attack…

The constant argument in my head as to when to put the house up for sale, so that we may go back to Washington and settle down… you were there ole friend… reminding me of all I missed in the years we have been gone…

Yep Ole friend… you win this round… 

As for Pele… well she is making new land and we are just along for the ride… only 4% of Hawaii is affected by this volcano… this mild weather has been wonderful…

TimesUp #MeToo

I Remember…

Author: maggi9454

My earliest memory is before the age of 2... by the time I was 13, I had no childhood memories... No holidays, no birthdays... On 11/5/17 a shooter in Texas changed all that... It triggered my memories from my 13th year... The Air Force covered it up an it happened in Big Springs, Texas 1967... Domestic violence, PTSD, TBI and I too served in the Air Force 10 years later... This is my story to remember what was stolen...