Bad Dreams want a Bad Attitude…

Not happening… So over this nightmare of PTSD, where I relive what happened as a child, and have no control over stopping these nightmares…

I accept I cannot undo what my parents did… I accept that they hid and still hide behind their man-made religion called christianity…

I accept that religion is no more than a cult, derived to control the human population and you just can’t fix stupid!!!

I accept that my parents should have been locked up decades ago…

I accept that my siblings turned into my parents and I don’t have any family…

I accept that my aunts and uncles and grandmother allowed the abuse to go on, because they were doing it in their households!!!

What I don’t accept is having a lousy attitude today… Instead I intend to enjoy my day…

My nightmares do not own me… My past does not own me…

I own me… not some man-made god or fake religion that is a cult and nothing more…

I own me…

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I Remember….

Author: maggi9454

My earliest memory is before the age of 2... by the time I was 13, I had no childhood memories... No holidays, no birthdays... On 11/5/17 a shooter in Texas changed all that... It triggered my memories from my 13th year... The Air Force covered it up an it happened in Big Springs, Texas 1967... Domestic violence, PTSD, TBI and I too served in the Air Force 10 years later... This is my story to remember what was stolen...