Seeing the backside of Depression…

Have to admit I am liking this back side of the depression journey…

I do have glimpse’s of how I felt before the Texas incident, finding those feelings and characteristics is like coming home again…

The depression will always be there… just as with addicts… the addiction will always be there… It is a never-ending struggle…

There is no quick cure, no magic pill, be it red, blue or green… and full understanding only comes with time…

My sleep is not disturbed like it was… It has settled into a pattern of normal or weird dreams and mostly sleep, which is something I truly need… sleep…

Yet I know it will rear its ugly head again… I never know what will trigger it… but as I get further into this journey and evaluating the memories I do have, I know this is nowhere near close to being over…

I think, from a shrink point of view… Acceptance has been the greatest gift I could give myself… Accept what was done, cannot be undone… What was said, cannot be unsaid… I just accept that in this life, there are just some answers that never get to be questions…

Thinking of a book title… “Connect the dots”… I am so struggling to do just that….

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I Remember…..

Author: maggi9454

Domestic violence, rape and assault are not new in America or the world... but it is accepted in the highest offices of our government in America... The catholic church, in congress and the white house... you can use and abuse people as long as you can make everyone believe the words coming out of your mouth.... My body shows the evidence of domestic violence and Air Force cover up... I am just one among millions whose government was complicit in rape and domestic violence... Until women step up and vote with their voice... Men in power, will protect men in power and do it in the name of your god and country.... Your voice, your vote...