Self Medicate or Self Diagnose….

I may have a unique memory ability and I may have above intelligence IQ… but self medicate or self diagnose… not happening…

I respect those that worked for that college degree and license to practice medicine… Yes I have college and I have knowledge… but I am not a doctor in any shape or form…

This journey to understand what I have been made to go through and why secrets were kept is no more mystical than Harry Potter…

I endured many hours of psychological testing… very extensive testing… Not once but 6 times…

I have no ADHD or HDD or Fetal alcohol syndrome… nor do I have ANY GENETIC issues… I just under went extensive testing by the VA… saw the doctor a couple of days ago and got the results… same results I got from the military…

What happened in my parents home has nothing to do with booze or smoking cigs… It has to do with the choices they made… the desire to brain wash their children into believing in a man-made god whose stories are nothing more than stories, who beat them and manipulated them all in order to keep one secret so a man could retire from the military… It was and always has been about money…

Placing the blame on what you imagined happened keeps you from going forward… how about talking to a shrink and facing the reality of what did happen… Only then will you begin to heal… Facing the reality of what really went on in that house or any home… not what your imagination thinks went down… That is when the PTSD no longer has a hold on you…

TimesUp #MeToo

I Remember….

Author: maggi9454

Domestic violence, rape and assault are not new in America or the world... but it is accepted in the highest offices of our government in America... The catholic church, in congress and the white house... you can use and abuse people as long as you can make everyone believe the words coming out of your mouth.... My body shows the evidence of domestic violence and Air Force cover up... I am just one among millions whose government was complicit in rape and domestic violence... Until women step up and vote with their voice... Men in power, will protect men in power and do it in the name of your god and country.... Your voice, your vote...