Self Medicate or Self Diagnose….

I may have a unique memory ability and I may have above intelligence IQ… but self medicate or self diagnose… not happening…

I respect those that worked for that college degree and license to practice medicine… Yes I have college and I have knowledge… but I am not a doctor in any shape or form…

This journey to understand what I have been made to go through and why secrets were kept is no more mystical than Harry Potter…

I endured many hours of psychological testing… very extensive testing… Not once but 6 times…

I have no ADHD or HDD or Fetal alcohol syndrome… nor do I have ANY GENETIC issues… I just under went extensive testing by the VA… saw the doctor a couple of days ago and got the results… same results I got from the military…

What happened in my parents home has nothing to do with booze or smoking cigs… It has to do with the choices they made… the desire to brain wash their children into believing in a man-made god whose stories are nothing more than stories, who beat them and manipulated them all in order to keep one secret so a man could retire from the military… It was and always has been about money…

Placing the blame on what you imagined happened keeps you from going forward… how about talking to a shrink and facing the reality of what did happen… Only then will you begin to heal… Facing the reality of what really went on in that house or any home… not what your imagination thinks went down… That is when the PTSD no longer has a hold on you…

TimesUp #MeToo

I Remember….

Author: maggi9454

My earliest memory is before the age of 2... by the time I was 13, I had no childhood memories... No holidays, no birthdays... On 11/5/17 a shooter in Texas changed all that... It triggered my memories from my 13th year... The Air Force covered it up an it happened in Big Springs, Texas 1967... Domestic violence, PTSD, TBI and I too served in the Air Force 10 years later... This is my story to remember what was stolen...