Pain of Disappointment…

Disappointment is part of the healing process… it was and still is part of life and then comes the word that should never go with anything, expectations…. hoping that what you are trying to convey gets heard and the message not lost in translation…

Yet, it doesn’t happen… those you want to learn the most from what you have been through turn a deaf ear… with the attitude… it will never happen to me or mine… yet with their own words it does…

Domestic violence is not confined to yelling or screaming or threatening… Domestic violence is hitting… some call it a spanking and say they have a god given right… that is the biggest load of bull shit I have ever heard…. for one thing… god is man-made and when adults lash out at people… it’s because they are to ignorant or immature to handle the situation…

My first memory on this planet was at 18 months… I was being hit because I had my hands on the front of a TV screen/cabinet…. EIGHTEEN MONTHS OLD is my first memory on this planet and it was VIOLENCE!!!

My heart races and my body shakes as I remember that time over 62 years ago….

STILL THINK ITS OKAY TO HIT A CHILD???

TimesUp #MeToo

I Remember…..

 

Author: Adorable Spite

Domestic violence is an old song, sung thru the ages like a hymn and purported to be the way christians live their lives... full of deceit, hate, bigotry and most of all fear... It is that fear that cost me my virginity, my soul and most of all my humanity... I had to fight to keep the christians hands off my soul, but they stole from my body and so did the U. S. Air Force... Rape and attempted murder... but image was more important... Vance AFB and Webb AFB... #WhyIDidntTell #MeToo TimesUP, Circle of Silence is no more....