Don’t be your own worse enemy….

Because of influences we experience as children including brain washing by religion…. We can be our own worse enemy…

Who judges us harder than anyone or for that matter anything…. We do… We judge ourselves and beat ourselves up for the most ridiculous an silly stuff… Why do we do that… Confusion…Man made conflict not of your making…

When people push religion on children and contradict the very thing they are shoving down your throat, it turns your thought process on its side, leaving you looking at the world upside down….

I agree we all make mistakes an errors in judgement… That is how we grow, but when you get into your head and think you have just ended the world around you, and you step away from reality and buy into everyone else bull shit… You lose yourself, you lose your individuality… The demons win and you lose…

First thing I did when laying it all out there and being full frontal honest…. I forgave myself for my screw ups an when and where applicable, apologized to those I owed an apology too…

Then I started the process to heal… I asked those involved for acknowledgement, giving them the opportunity to be forgiven and they declined…

So forward I go, to understand why people in my life think its okay to disrespect and abuse me… They chose that path and the door closed after the last onslaught…. You do not nor have you ever had a right to abuse me… You have to live with the choices you made… You have to live with your actions… I do not….

I chose to go forward and grow… Your choices are just that, yours….

I chose to get out of my head and live….

TimesUp #MeToo

I Remember….

Author: maggi9454

Domestic violence, rape and assault are not new in America or the world... but it is accepted in the highest offices of our government in America... The catholic church, in congress and the white house... you can use and abuse people as long as you can make everyone believe the words coming out of your mouth.... My body shows the evidence of domestic violence and Air Force cover up... I am just one among millions whose government was complicit in rape and domestic violence... Until women step up and vote with their voice... Men in power, will protect men in power and do it in the name of your god and country.... Your voice, your vote...