The Games People Play…

Some people in this world must be truly bored or just don’t want to face the reality of the existence they created on this planet… So they chose to interject into people’s lives, just so they can see if they can make them as miserable as they are…. Really??? I call it the Con complex… Smoke and mirrors for the reality they avoid and want to draw you away from your true course and take you off track… again Really???

Its called manipulation… I watch it in action for 63 years and the master manipulator was the matriarch of the family and none of it was done for the good of anyone but her and it so continues… again Really??? I mean seriously you just can’t fix stupid…

When I called mother out on her crap when she tried to manipulate me into getting her money back from her youngest… and we got the state of Arkansas involved and all of sudden I am the bad guy, because the woman destroys my child’s life, but when I bring the law in against her youngest prodigy, oh dear you would have thought the sky was falling… Manipulation 101… learned it from the master herself and my siblings are still following suit… again Really!!!

When you provide me with emails you sent to me and you state one story and the next time its a different story… again Really!!! I watched the viper do this for 63 years and you think you are as good as her… again Really!!!  Liars rarely remember the lies they spouted before… again Really!!! I got tested by the VA, I didn’t make up the memory ability!!! I DO NOT SELF DIAGNOSE… I let the qualified professionals do that!!! 

So over you trying to make this about yourself… Memory loss due to infarcts, strokes affect the short-term memory…. QUIT LYING!!! You would have been in therapy immediately if that happened…

I will be the first to admit, I don’t like mental health workers and for good reason… What they did to my child in the military… I have not and never will trust any of them… but they are the pros and I have been extensively tested 6 times…. and when the results are consistent, I have to accept that some of them do know how to do the job… and I am not done seeing these professionals… I will be returning to counseling upon our return to Washington…

If you have demons in your closet and you are self diagnosing…. Go away… You are  not wanting to get better… You want somebody to blame…

I am doing exactly what I should be doing to heal… I am OWNING MY LIFE…. I am pursuing the truth and not your version or mothers… I don’t have to ask a god to forgive me for anything…I didn’t lie or betray anyone….

Seek professional help… until you do… go away… Go own yours…

The last counselor helped me to remember more than I have revealed… remember I am writing a book… I have only written about 1% of my story on-line… I have never given away my secrets…

No one can heal until they own the life they are living and all the baggage that goes with it… no blaming anyone or anything… Just taking responsibility for the choices you make as you walk this earth…

Love is easy to give… but it is not a hostage to be used as a bargaining chip in life… Love can be damaged by insurmountable mountains of lies and deceit and narcissism… Trust is earned not given… I learned that my first 20 years on this planet… thanks to the people in that home… 

If I betrayed your trust then you just showed you are lying… I left home at 18 and at 20 left the area, our paths did not cross more than a few times in all these decades…. Which means you remember your youth and you have put it in writing more than once you do not… again Trust is earned not given and I have no reason on this earth or universe to trust any of the birth family… Zero reasons…

Seek professional help from a shrink and not your cult religion… If you really want the truth… You have to face it… Until then, go away, I’m done with this game you are playing, it stinks of Freda……

TimesUp #MeToo

I Remember…..

 

Author: maggi9454

My earliest memory is before the age of 2... by the time I was 13, I had no childhood memories... No holidays, no birthdays... On 11/5/17 a shooter in Texas changed all that... It triggered my memories from my 13th year... The Air Force covered it up an it happened in Big Springs, Texas 1967... Domestic violence, PTSD, TBI and I too served in the Air Force 10 years later... This is my story to remember what was stolen...