Trying to take a step back…

I go back and read what I have written and I see the anger and I feel the hate and most of all I feel the emotional pain…

I have no warm and fuzzy feelings for my parents… I can’t tell you how I feel about my siblings, because after leaving home at 18, I didn’t really know them then… how can I know them now??? But they know all about me… You really can’t fix stupid…

I am pushing myself to step back because of my anger… I look at the current events in America and I see a lot of people just as angry as I am as being dismissed because I am a woman… When your own leader throws you under the bus, you know this routine is as old as time… Yet people support him…

When it comes to religion… I am struggling not to lash out at the cult… and now there may be a supreme court justice who is ardently catholic… I fear for women if anyone is put in such an important seat that believes in man-made gods… Makes me wonder what they did in life to fear it so much they have to hide behind religion, instead of laws and knowing right from wrong…

Yes I am angry… People committed crimes against me and my children and no one will ever be held accountable….

I am working to reconcile these atrocities… While my own President throws me under the bus, there will never be justice in America with that kind of hate and bigotry…

Sgt. USAF/DAV

TimesUp #MeToo

I Remember….

 

Author: Adorable Spite

Domestic violence is an old song, sung thru the ages like a hymn and purported to be the way christians live their lives... full of deceit, hate, bigotry and most of all fear... It is that fear that cost me my virginity, my soul and most of all my humanity... I had to fight to keep the christians hands off my soul, but they stole from my body and so did the U. S. Air Force... Rape and attempted murder... but image was more important... Vance AFB and Webb AFB... #WhyIDidntTell #MeToo TimesUP, Circle of Silence is no more....

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