When No One Saved Me….

The Espys were different and refreshing… It’s nice the #MeToo movement and TimesUp movement are keeping the momentum…

I approached the media at the local TV station in Spokane… When there was still enough time to make the Air Force pay for what they did to me and my child… Rape, attempted murder and cover-up… always about image with them… including some of its ex members…. Pride go before the fall as they say…

No one interested in the story… No One… They could care less about children being raped in the Air Force by Air Force members… They could care less about children whose lives were put in jeopardy, because of image… 

The story was not sensational enough… this was back in the late 90’s… nearly 20 years ago, I asked for help in exposing what had happened and the story was not sensational enough for them to even investigate…

Now because of athletes, actors and actress’s there is interest… yet still no one ever tried to save me…

I do so get why veterans take the precious life they are given… I do so get it… We are born into this world and sometimes what we are given to live with and are exposed too, becomes too much for our heart, mind and souls…. You feel like no one gives a rats ass… 

That is the depression talking, the chaos and the paranoia that comes with PTSD and TBI and repressed memories…

When I was able to let that go and just look to myself for all I needed, that’s when I started to heal, that’s when I started to search for the emotional connection to family and friends… that’s when I decided to fight for my life, because I am worth it…

Nothing in life is insurmountable if you believe in yourself…

TimesUp #MeToo

I Remember…..

Author: maggi9454

My earliest memory is before the age of 2... by the time I was 13, I had no childhood memories... No holidays, no birthdays... On 11/5/17 a shooter in Texas changed all that... It triggered my memories from my 13th year... The Air Force covered it up an it happened in Big Springs, Texas 1967... Domestic violence, PTSD, TBI and I too served in the Air Force 10 years later... This is my story to remember what was stolen...