Change WithIn…

When I saw the shrink in the Air Force, when they were covering up the rape and attempted murder of my child… I asked a question… Can you change your personality… It took the doctor by surprise and he said, no, not really… That is when I knew my Air Force career was over and even sitting here right now, I start to shake, knowing those in power covered up rape and attempted murder… The 1st Sgt got to retire and I got pushed out… In my medical records it stated I should see a medical board… That never happened… But honorable discharge I did get, as I had done nothing wrong, except fight to be heard when it came to my child….

I feel my heart slow to a normal beat and know that the change within is happening…

The rape happened in 1980 on a federal installation… The FBI was never involved… the base commander saw to that…

I carried so much anger for so many decades for what men in power did to my career and my children… and NO ONE ever paid the price… There will never be justice for what happened at Vance Air Force Base….

Though my heart races for going back to the memories and the violation I felt as they protected the guilty and tried to destroy a 6 yr old child… It’s not anger that I carry but pain… Pain for being betrayed by my own government… The anger is no more…. The pain a permanent scar upon my soul, put there by the United States Government…

The change within is subtle, but it reminds me of a precocious little girl named Margie…. her spirit lives on…

It is not the entity that is corrupt, but the very human souls that work at that entity… Trump is the most corrupt I have ever seen and I have seen my share of corruption in the United States Government…

TimesUp #MeToo

I Remember….

Author: maggi9454

My earliest memory is before the age of 2... by the time I was 13, I had no childhood memories... No holidays, no birthdays... On 11/5/17 a shooter in Texas changed all that... It triggered my memories from my 13th year... The Air Force covered it up an it happened in Big Springs, Texas 1967... Domestic violence, PTSD, TBI and I too served in the Air Force 10 years later... This is my story to remember what was stolen...

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