What a ride…

It started around 2AM Saturday morning and I think it’s almost over at 8AM Sunday morning…

For years I complained about these symptoms and got told that they all meant different things and were not connected… For college educated people… it shows my point… If you can pass a test you can become a doctor, lawyer, judge, dentist, radiologists, etc… It doesn’t make you smart… my body is living proof of that… I paid for their ignorance and bigotry…

So yesterday morning I get up and like always weigh and note it… 159.7… and the day takes a turn for the worse by the time dinner is over…

This morning I wake up and weigh and note it… 154.7… that is what Autonomic neuropathy does to the body and this is the worse event yet… and I can back track over the years to other incidents… in 1998 I dropped to 114 pounds… for a woman in her 40’s that is high school weight… and the VA doctors didn’t get it… and I was seen by numerous that year… none of them got it right… it freaked them out too with the weight loss in just a couple of months times… I lost over 40 pounds… and no I was not trying too….

Why am I writing about this… so I don’t forget… If the last 24 hours are part of a seizure scenario, I will forget some of this… if it was not, and I don’t think it was… this is typical Autonomic neuropathy issues… so EEG that is coming up will be normal… Doctor will be wrong and I will prove my point about not being listened too… and degrees do not make a person nor does a license… it’s what they do with it that shows their knowledge and talent… and will she order a different scan of the brain??? or double down like Trump???

This time hubby was a player in the action… by the time evening got here last night, I was unable to maintain on my own and needed help… he heard my screams until 4 AM this morning, when after throwing up… I knew I was close to being done with the nightmare my body was putting me through, for no other reason, than it was unhappy with me… the physical pain I live with daily will get to be too much and this will happen… we are not always in control of our bodies….

Poly Neuropathy covers many illness that can be life threatening… To my knowledge, the tests the doctors just put me through ruled out all those diseases… and left me with Idiopathic… in other words they don’t know what caused it and as it all happened as a child… I do… Domestic violence and the Air Force burying the truth to protect the image of the Air Force and allow domestic violence to go on under their very noses… ask those 26 victims in Texas Nov 5, 2017… They died because of domestic violence in the Air Force… No more secrets and no mores lies about the Air Force… Its time the dark under belly of its true nature be shown…

TimesUp #MeToo

I Remember…

 

Author: maggi9454

My earliest memory is before the age of 2... by the time I was 13, I had no childhood memories... No holidays, no birthdays... On 11/5/17 a shooter in Texas changed all that... It triggered my memories from my 13th year... The Air Force covered it up an it happened in Big Springs, Texas 1967... Domestic violence, PTSD, TBI and I too served in the Air Force 10 years later... This is my story to remember what was stolen...

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