That Aha Moment….

Something I have focused on in remembering, is how I was treated at the dinner table…. I do not believe I was denied food…

As the memories come back….I remember that after the beating at the age of 6 by my mother… That beating was so violent, she triggered the Autonomic neuropathy and repeated beatings over the years caused the Sensiromotor neuropathy… The symptoms of the Autonomic presented themself by impacting my digestive system… 

This makes so much sense… My nickname until I left home was “skinny weenie”, and “olive oil”… I was that thin… With Autonomic thats one of its hallmarks of symptoms…. Bowel issues is the other and you got it… Diagnoised with IBS and Gerd… Both wrong… It is neuropathy…. 

Boggles the mind doesn’t… Under constant medical care my whole life and not one American doctor got anything right… Scary when you think about how much they charge for crappy service… Ya know, we should figure out a way to fix that… Oh wait Obama did and the GOP is taking health care from everyone who isn’t rich…. My bad…

I have no problem correcting my writing if I remember the time in question clearly… Such is the journey to remembering… To bad Trump has no such back bone….

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I Remember……

Author: Adorable Spite

Domestic violence is an old song, sung thru the ages like a hymn and purported to be the way christians live their lives... full of deceit, hate, bigotry and most of all fear... It is that fear that cost me my virginity, my soul and most of all my humanity... I had to fight to keep the christians hands off my soul, but they stole from my body and so did the U. S. Air Force... Rape and attempted murder... but image was more important... Vance AFB and Webb AFB... #WhyIDidntTell #MeToo TimesUP, Circle of Silence is no more....