Winning the battle…

Its been a long weekend… I lost 5 pounds… mostly in water… So replacing the water is a 2 way sword sometimes… With this neuropathy illness… it can trigger the actions all over again and it did…so today… just hoping to be able to eat and not have adverse reactions…

This is what I have lived with since 1978 when these symptoms picked up speed and I kept being told there was nothing wrong…only one problem… no one sent me to neurology when I was in the Air Force… Not one doctor… sigh…

The nightmare was not knowing or understanding what I was experiencing all these years and yes I saw GI doctors and everyone, except neurology… the Air Force screwed up royally… all because it was more important to protect the image of Vance AFB, in Enid, Oklahoma…

Back then to slip a woman a doctored drink and rape her and it be done by pilots in training and when you report it you get asked, “what did you do to invite such behavior”… disgusting huh…. but that is the culture in the Air Force and still is… they will deny it… but remember… they buried the truth about my near death in Big Springs, Texas and shipped us off to Japan to keep the story quiet… that was 1968… Then is a small town in Texas a disgruntled airman killed 26 people on Nov 5, 2017… The Air Force has gotten away with so much corruption it makes you wonder how they function with any honor or ethics… oh and don’t forget the rape of my child at Vance AFB by the first sgt kid… The first sgt got to retire and I kicked out of the military and no FBI investigation… This happened ON VANCE AFB, a federal installation… cover up… That is the Air Force speciality… that was in 1980….

So for anyone to say our military is honorable… wrong… I love my country… but I am so over men running our country into the ground, because image is more important than human life… when our military shows me that in all branches… only then will I have pride having worn that uniform…

Change only comes when people have had enough of corruption and bigotry and lies… these people thought a child deserved what they got… I am living with what I got 58 years later, because the Air Force covered up the truth…

TimesUp #MeToo

I Remember…

 

Author: Adorable Spite

Domestic violence is an old song, sung thru the ages like a hymn and purported to be the way christians live their lives... full of deceit, hate, bigotry and most of all fear... It is that fear that cost me my virginity, my soul and most of all my humanity... I had to fight to keep the christians hands off my soul, but they stole from my body and so did the U. S. Air Force... Rape and attempted murder... but image was more important... Vance AFB and Webb AFB... #WhyIDidntTell #MeToo TimesUP, Circle of Silence is no more....