Neuropathy flare up, year 3….

I had hope that this flare up would back off and give me some time to get active and take care of things… This flare up, as best we can tell by going back in time, started shortly before our move here in June 2016…. It has not backed off… In fact it has gotten to be a royal pain in the backside…. figure of speech…

The hurricane that is leaving our area of Hawaii drenched us, also soaked some of our stuff in our storage sheds and hubby has been in the sweltering humidity, trying to dry it out… this is the stuff we will use to stage the house and our personal stuff to go home… nothing valuable… but needed here, when it is so expensive to buy anything, it is ridiculous, but it is island living and Tokyo was much more expensive as well as NYC… but it adds up, when you have to replace lots of stuff and I really don’t want to waste more money… need it for the move home…

As for the flare up… the AC is on in the living room… the rest of the house is closed off, so we don’t waste power… I am in one of those rooms and the humidity and heat are hitting me hard, even with a fan on…

This is something I have lived with since I was a child… all because 2 adults decided that I should be the whipping post when they got pissed or I pissed off the other 2 siblings at that time… and these are people who call themselves children of god… WOW… I call them bigots and cowards, plus a few other choice words…

I asked my whole life about so many symptoms and none of the Air Force doctors figured it out, none of the Veterans doctors figured it out and none of the civilian doctors figured it out… we are talking 63 years of continuous health care…

I had to push the doctor here to fight the VA for the tests so I could confirm my own diagnosis… FACT…. ask hubby, told him what I had before the doctors confirmed it years later… You really can not fix stupid….

A degree or medical license does not make you smart… Listening to your patient, to people telling the truth… that shows how smart you are… goes for the Pope… he can’t be that naive… he’s complicit… not a religion it has become a cult… if it wasn’t, there wouldn’t be so many victims in the name of your god… not mine… yours….

So I am hoping that hurricane season is backing off, we can get onto the cooler time of year here on Hawaii and just maybe, I can be of some help to my husband, before all this kills him… As for the weight loss, lets put it this way, for an old woman, I still get looked at… I got my grandmas skin, we look young until our 70’s… no one believes I am going to be a great grandmother for the 2nd time… must be all that sinning I am doing… No apology… I can be sarcastic too….

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Author: Adorable Spite

Domestic violence is an old song, sung thru the ages like a hymn and purported to be the way christians live their lives... full of deceit, hate, bigotry and most of all fear... It is that fear that cost me my virginity, my soul and most of all my humanity... I had to fight to keep the christians hands off my soul, but they stole from my body and so did the U. S. Air Force... Rape and attempted murder... but image was more important... Vance AFB and Webb AFB... #WhyIDidntTell #MeToo TimesUP, Circle of Silence is no more....