All quiet, for now…

As we clean up from hurricane Lane, every movement reminds me of how lousy I feel again… Something I have walked with since I was a little girl… the nausea is worse than being pregnant… the sudden disconnect to being seated and all of a sudden over whelming dizzy feeling… and the weight loss is happening fast, but not like it did before, its more controlled, since I am aware of what is happening… Awareness so important when dealing with TBI and PTSD along with illness…

Your frustration will mount, you may want to lash out, I know I did and didn’t care of the consequences… that came and bite me in the ass… more than once… but I learned…

That is what it is all about… growing and learning… never stopping and accepting just because some one said it was so… no that is the true form of insanity, when you quit questioning and believe based on blind faith…. Millions have died because of that blind faith….

I smoked a bowl and my stomach still wants me over the throne… It’s a constant struggle when a flare up is on going… but its more tolerable now that I have my answers… it’s not haunting or scary or fear of the unknown… I have my answers about my injuries and illness…. Domestic violence… in the name of christians god… or the people are just flat out bat shit crazy… You can judge… I give up…

Another tropical storm is off our east coast and turning into a hurricane…

We are still drying out our storage sheds, but we think if we duct tape the doors and windows on them, we shouldn’t have any more water encroachment… We hope… You know what I always say… Hope springs eternal… the one word on this planet that can not lie to you or be twisted… Hope….

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I Remember…..

Author: maggi9454

Domestic violence, rape and assault are not new in America or the world... but it is accepted in the highest offices of our government in America... The catholic church, in congress and the white house... you can use and abuse people as long as you can make everyone believe the words coming out of your mouth.... My body shows the evidence of domestic violence and Air Force cover up... I am just one among millions whose government was complicit in rape and domestic violence... Until women step up and vote with their voice... Men in power, will protect men in power and do it in the name of your god and country.... Your voice, your vote...