August you need to go away…

This has been one for the books if you ask me, not that anyone is asking, so I appreciate that… no sarcasm intended…

Got my settlement package today finally and looked at it and of course reject it after my nerves calmed down and I could focus on what I was reading and not skip every other paragraph…

Worked for 5th AF Staff Judge Advocate when we lived on Japan… It was an interesting job, but one thing that got my attention was the legal speak, it fascinated me, don’t know why, but I asked questions of the judge and lawyers and learned as much as I could, before moving on to my next job promotion….

So I read the package and they classified me where I expected them too… so its more paper work and it’s more waiting and it could go to trial… but the last surgery I just had, was by a board certified surgeon doctor whose specialty came about because of the Trans-mesh device or bladder sling or hernia mesh…. and that surgeon had a lot to say about the damage to my body… so this could cost Johnson and Johnson and lot more than they ever thought… 

Years of more waiting I expect, you never know… Psychic I am not… we moved to Hawaii on our dime and we will move to Washington on our dime… it just means, if it isn’t necessary then it doesn’t get bought… want and need do not go together… probably explains how we can do so much on so little…. we live within our means… no other choice really…. most Americans live this way too… and on a lot less…

The month needs to end… No more talking to my lawyer… now it’s dealing with Johnson & Johnson directly… The longer I make my lawyer wait to get paid the better… incompetence and negligence is just two of the things they proved in the last 30 days…

I have taken on the Federal government 6 times and won… never using a lawyer… When this situation came along I knew I could no more handle this than I can practice law or medicine… Doesn’t mean I am not informed… I believe in learning anything and everything that interest me and those 2 subjects do and a couple other nerd things…

I am hoping, with this now out of my hands because I am not sending paperwork back, it’s hurry up and wait… there are millions of us women who have damage… Millions of us because male doctors arrogance and ego was more important than women’s health…. FACT….

With this matter out-of-the-way, I can get back to the focus of the memories that have come back and learning how to be me again… Margie disappeared in 1960 after that brutal beating, I have a feeling that little minx is going to get me into a lot of trouble… good trouble… but trouble all the same… some of these memories show I could come up with a smart ass remark, even as a child… that has been evident lately… but with the mouth and age of an adult… I feel so sorry for our kids when we get home… it’s called payback….

TimesUp #MeToo

I Remember….

Author: maggi9454

Domestic violence, rape and assault are not new in America or the world... but it is accepted in the highest offices of our government in America... The catholic church, in congress and the white house... you can use and abuse people as long as you can make everyone believe the words coming out of your mouth.... My body shows the evidence of domestic violence and Air Force cover up... I am just one among millions whose government was complicit in rape and domestic violence... Until women step up and vote with their voice... Men in power, will protect men in power and do it in the name of your god and country.... Your voice, your vote...