Reality Check… Ugh… Hate These!!!

I do not like reality checks in life, they rarely bring good news and they rarely are what you hoped would happen, mine is kind of 50/50 on this reality check…

I am part of a major medical lawsuit, I mean after reading my blog, did you have any doubt I was experimented on by military doctors so they could learn what not to do…

Let me give a little background why we are were we are at…

Hubby came home after burying his dad and I noticed he wasn’t acting like himself and I made him go see his doctor and I requested specific tests which the doctor performed… we found out he was in imminent heart failure, he was dying…

When this happened my lawsuit went on the back burner and I kind of didn’t do all my paper work, so the offer I got from the settlement was an insult, but only because I either didn’t provide the proper information of the subsequent surgeries or my lawyer dropped the ball… I go with lawyer… why, because they have been sending my paperwork to another state that I haven’t lived in since 2016… Enough said…

So as I reject this offer I got, because I just underwent major surgery in Feb of this year, I have to make the decisions now, that I had hope to avoid…

We can’t sell the house furnished, we have to take home the majority of our stuff, because it will cost more to replace it than ship it home…

Means we will be on Hawaii until Feb 2020, when the house goes up for sale and we are saving every penny we can to pay for the move… it’s spendy, about $20,000 to get us, autos, animals and our junk home, not for the faint of heart… but we can do it…

So bummed a little this morning, no… I know now what I need to do to protect my claim and it will just be a year or two longer before I get any money… which will come in handy after we get home and look for our final home… I hope…. depends if the foot starts itching again… which I may just cut off that foot… figure of speech…

This means no change in my communication set up and I will have to rely on Apple’s and Microsoft encryption and hope that I continue to stay as safe as we can while living in the tropics of Hawaii….

Not what I want, to spend another summer here next year… This one has been brutal and I have spent most my time inside with the AC on… I do not like being a prisoner of my home… It’s happened before and I didn’t understand… Now I do… so it’s bearable, but not fun…

More tropical storms headed our way, we are so saturated that the 4 bottles of water a day I drink is down to 1 1/2 a day… the body can only tolerate so much moisture and you quit sweating and you quit drinking water… Noah never happened, in the grand scale… The body could not live under those conditions… I know, we are living it now… with more rain to come and humidity levels full and no place for the moisture to go… this is one for the record books… You feel like you are sleeping on damp sheets and the floor is sticky because of the moisture and this is when you start checking furniture for mold… never dull on Hawaii…

Yesterday’s revelations about my childhood is one I am still absorbing… It is sad, when what you suspected about someone and hoped with all your heart you are wrong, turns out to be true… Romantic ideas never solved anything and lies and manipulation leave casualties along the way…. I chose to survive and not be a victim for life… 

I am a Survivor….

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I Remember…..

Author: maggi9454

Domestic violence, rape and assault are not new in America or the world... but it is accepted in the highest offices of our government in America... The catholic church, in congress and the white house... you can use and abuse people as long as you can make everyone believe the words coming out of your mouth.... My body shows the evidence of domestic violence and Air Force cover up... I am just one among millions whose government was complicit in rape and domestic violence... Until women step up and vote with their voice... Men in power, will protect men in power and do it in the name of your god and country.... Your voice, your vote...