Brain Hiccup in the Thought Process…

Hubby just witnessed and knew immediately what happened, because of the way he handled it… I had a thought process hiccup… I call it that, cause I have no clue what the medical term is, but I do understand the process… I think, well maybe…….

Background…water damage, hurricane Lane, cleaning up, rearranging, setting up guest room, yada, yada, yada…..

So we are talking about something and all of a sudden my thoughts hit a road block in my brain and I go blank for just a split second… in other words of Mr. Data from star trek… it felt like an eternity and it was just a second of time and my brain found the train of the thought I was expressing and I realized it was happening and so did hubby…

That is why I call it a brain hiccup… it’s happened when I was doing jobs for the government and it made me sound completely ignorant… probably explains why my last boss thought he could get away with so much… I left, I got fed up with the corruption…. anyway….

When this happened I couldn’t tell you if I wanted to, what the conversation was about just now… just that I experienced what I call a brain hiccup…

Now is that what the doctor wants the EEG for, if so… well damn, she was right and I was wrong and I have been having seizures since the first beating by my mother at the age of 6… and if these are seizures, it could explain why I have so many gaps in my memory…. IF…. that is a big word… I got a feeling though and I listen to my guts that the doc is wrong… I think it’s just the way my brain is wired and she will have to accept that my story of childhood trauma is real and put that down in writing in my medical records… proof, to back up more of the story… proof…

We shall see… I only know so little and there is so much to learn… it is a never-ending process being a human as long as you keep learning….

FYI this strain of pot, really hits you between the eyes… got a feeling we are acting more like hippies… than people using medical marijuana… the brain, you couldn’t ask for a better toy…. Unless it’s broken….

TimesUp #MeToo

I Remember…

It took me 2 minuntes after typing this to remember our conversation 20 mins ago… 

Author: Adorable Spite

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