Self-Aware… not as easy as you think….

Self-awareness is not rare… in fact you could say we all have the ability, but like anything else in life, you have to want to grow… and when you accept religion as the only answer… stagnate you will… even in the bible, it recommends growth… it just doesn’t recommend you questioning their writing… so it was what you call a contradiction in writing or better yet my cousin King James, decided what you should believe… there are many scriptures that are not in the bible, just because of my cousin… but shhh… no one is supposed to know… actually if you really study religion and really get deep into it… even the catholic church is disintegrating before our eyes… and not because of people like me… but because of the people who call themselves christians….

It’s not about if I believe in god or struggle to believe in god… that is not anyones call… what you believe is in your brain and what I believe is based on 64 years of living around this world… big difference… and seeing more life and death than you can imagine…

I am not telling you what to believe… This blog is not about you or your beliefs… this blog is about MY experiences in life and the roads that I have traveled… not imagined… but actually walked every step of the way to the culmination of my 64 years and counting on this planet…

What I see with my eyes, you will see differently…. 

Bigotry is learned… I chose to let you think or believe what you want…. it is obvious some think I should do other wise… does that mean you are paying my bills too while we are at it???

Bigotry, to recognize it, you have to acknowledge it… Trump could learn a few things about that….

I chose to believe in what I can see, touch, smell, taste, hear and what my heart, mind and soul tells me is right from wrong…. I chose not to believe in a corrupt cult called christianity… not because I struggle with belief… because there is no proof your god is real and there are thousands of years of proof of its corruption into a cult…. gods are a very personal subject… because of the brain and your DNA… science has proven religion is in the DNA… but then so is reality… it always comes back to one thing only in life that is the real catalyst….

Choice….

If the statement was made out of sympathy… the story you have not read… this is a story of…. Survival… not beliefs…

TimesUp #MeToo

I Remember….

Author: Adorable Spite

Domestic violence is an old song, sung thru the ages like a hymn and purported to be the way christians live their lives... full of deceit, hate, bigotry and most of all fear... It is that fear that cost me my virginity, my soul and most of all my humanity... I had to fight to keep the christians hands off my soul, but they stole from my body and so did the U. S. Air Force... Rape and attempted murder... but image was more important... Vance AFB and Webb AFB... #WhyIDidntTell #MeToo TimesUP, Circle of Silence is no more....