Monica Lewinsky stated that the interview she had in Israel crossed a line when they tried to change the narrative of why she was there to talk to begin with… “Cyber Bullying”…. I can relate to her on people trying to change my narrative….
When I woke up Nov 7, 2017 after the Texas murders… I had no plans to write or tell anyone other than hubby about what had happened and what I was experiencing…. that was until my mother tried to change my narrative and get me involved in her tangled web of lies and deceit… I declined to participate any further in my mother’s life, since she had no desire to own the brutal attacks against a little girl named Margie…
So I thought and I talked with hubby and I thought… and I decided now was the time to pursue my writing, so in Dec of last year, I started writing….
The first writing I was attacked and interfered with and threatened and most of that writing was deleted…. and all of a sudden those man balls men talk about all the time, well this woman grew a pair that would make Trump whimper in pain… and I started writing… all the while doing the medical tests, seeing a mental health counselor, etc, etc, etc…. and the writing started to evolve….
I can tell when these headaches impact my writing, it’s a good example of what happens when my central nervous system takes control and I am in a raft trying not to get thrown overboard…. best analogy I can come up with… doctor I am not…
Before waking up in Nov… the chaos was so bad, I really felt as if I was headed for a nervous breakdown… only one problem…did not fit the criteria for one… thus everything I have written about has gotten me to this point… and one other little exercise… I do not read anyone’s blog, writing, books, articles… nothing…. it’s too much information for a brain that is already struggling to understand all that it has been through… outside thoughts or impressions are too dangerous for me, because of the TBIs and past history of people trying to keep me from getting to the truth…. It’s nothing personal… This is just what my brain can handle along with everyday life… I don’t even watch TV much…. mostly educational or documentaries about any subject not related to my life… for one very big reason….
Margie has to tell her story from her perspective and her point of view… that means, she has chosen to keep isolated from the birth family until she has achieved her goal… they all had the opportunity to own their part of this story and declined and decided to hide behind the man-made god they worship… Wow, you just can’t fix stupid, you really can’t….
Margies narrative is too important, for her to allow anyone to influence the truth and essence of her story of survival against odds of domestic violence, rape and attempted murder….
This is Margie’s story of survival because of man-made gods and the humans that tried to silence her….. her birth family and the United States Air Force…. and the christian church….