Hurricane Olivia… plus life… as usual…

Such a pretty name for the storm headed right for us… I am hoping it puts on the blinker and makes a right turn a few hundred miles off shore… otherwise…. we are going to get wet and blown around… always ready for what ever mother nature throws at us… I thank my military training for that…

We lost power last night, cause, a generator shut down…so we set up our generator in case we needed it… that is life on an island… pretty much the same for human life if that is what you want… and there are days like now, I am glad I am where I am…. people can be so dense and insensitive because they are bigots and still think you are friends… even family does this…

Preparing for landfall sometime Tuesday or Wednesday, everything is being put away again… and secured…. we know the drill well and won’t miss it when we move home next year…

One thing for sure, all this rain, which has been going on since last year is making everything green and beautiful… we are harvesting our 3rd pineapple this week…. who ever buys this place, gets a fruit store in their front yard… tangerine, lemon, grapefruit, avocado, pineapple and I threw in 3 apple trees, they may or may not produce… if they bloom and pollinate they will give very sour apples, perfect for that apple pie…we do not get cold enough for apples to sweeten…. but we won’t be here when they produce, the next owner will get to enjoy all we have done to the earth…. we always improve on our properties and give back to nature… but we are tired and ready for some less demanding land…

Another surprise living here, you see very little road kill, something I find beyond offensive, I find it negligent… but we hit a deer once and I learned after that, sometimes you can try your best and life will be lost…. We also do not have bill boards… which leaves the beauty around you to be seen….

The day is hot, our trade winds bringing in the hot tropical air from the south… means I am indoors and hubby is outside playing… so wish this episode of neuropathy would back off… I have felt better and spent a little more time outside, but can not tolerate getting over heated… like most patients with this… my sweat glands are impacted… another thing the military missed… I didn’t sweat when I exerted myself during training… and no one caught it…even I missed it… because I didn’t sweat as a child, the neuropathy was already impacting because of continued domestic violence……

I just know one thing… if anyone else dies, that I was married to…. USE YOUR BRAINS… do not contact me…. I left their lives 3 decades ago plus… leave me alone…

Now you get why I isolate myself… people intrude into my life and expect me to drop what I am doing, regardless of the negative impact it has on me…its all about their AGENDA…. my journey is more important than anything else at this time in my life… I am putting myself first for once…. GET USED TO IT!!!

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I Remember… Margie…

Author: Adorable Spite

Domestic violence is an old song, sung thru the ages like a hymn and purported to be the way christians live their lives... full of deceit, hate, bigotry and most of all fear... It is that fear that cost me my virginity, my soul and most of all my humanity... I had to fight to keep the christians hands off my soul, but they stole from my body and so did the U. S. Air Force... Rape and attempted murder... but image was more important... Vance AFB and Webb AFB... #WhyIDidntTell #MeToo TimesUP, Circle of Silence is no more....