Settled down and back to remembering…

Last night was a good night of sleep, until the rooster next door started before day break… After I got out of bed and wrote about the seizure I went to sleep immediately and remembered the whole seizure scenario in vivid color… also remembering my child telling me they were glad I didn’t call 911, which I found odd at that time too…. people really do not understand the brain and its delicate nature….

I awoke this morning with a headache on the right side of my brain… and the kaleidoscope of colors around my vision…. not sure if its going to be a good or bad day… never do know till its done…

Last night I did dream, but nothing new… just memories that came out for a little airing and back to sleep they go… it will be a challenge to go back through this blog, which I have to once in a while, to refresh a memory of something new that is not permanent in my brain yet…

I expected that last night… outside influence can have a devastating effect on anyone who is going through this process…. What do you do, but treat the idiot like they are treating you… and I did… hopefully there will be no further contact… friendship is not what I call what she did… I would never do that to a friend… Enough said…

I am fortunate to be able to isolate myself and shut out life around me… but once in a while, someone who THINKS they know you will bust into your life, because their agenda is more important than anything you may be experiencing… always about the other person… narcissism at its best… or just plain stupidity… your choice…

Only one problem… we got Olivia headed straight for us and the computer models showing us getting a direct hit and we are very close to the ocean, not even a full mile straight down the road… So prepared we are, except this time, we do a couple of extra things…  we may not get hurricane winds, but tropical force winds can exceed 60mph and anything over 35 sustained is scary with albezia trees in your neighborhood… so positive thoughts that Olivia makes a hard right turn between now and Tuesday… please… or send me a pair of Ruby Red shoes, cause Toto and I could end up in Kansas…

My brain is occupied with what it needs to be, survival and being prepared to evacuate this time… it could get that bad… we won’t know till Monday gets here, if it doesn’t turn by then, well It’s been fun writing…

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I Remember…. Margie….

 

Author: Adorable Spite

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