The Cinema is Open…

I had to digest what I saw for a few hours… but it has started, even when I am awake… Not what I expected to happen, when I faced my fears… I thought for sure this would be a painfully slow process, but Margie has other plans… I told you that little minx was going to get me into trouble…

After I wrote this morning, I allowed my mind to wander and vegetate on the science channel and other nerd junk and when Mike (hubby) and I sat down for a break from our chores… it happened… the flash of memory and it was not what I expected…

We are in Big Springs, Texas and in the hall of the house that is just down the street from an old-time movie theatre… the floors are wooden and the hall is wide… and I see many doors at least 4, I felt like I was in a fun house… the picture that came to mind was in color, so I know its my memory and not one planted by family… 

I see someone on top of another person and they are beating the person with their fists and I hear screams and yells and a baby crying…. and the memory fades….

I do not know who was being hit, mother, brother, father or me… It felt so much as if I was experiencing and out-of-body scenario…. I know one thing, I had no physical reaction, which stuns me… maybe Margie is stronger than I know…

I have a feeling my home movies are going to need popcorn….

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I Remember… Margie….

Author: Adorable Spite

Domestic violence is an old song, sung thru the ages like a hymn and purported to be the way christians live their lives... full of deceit, hate, bigotry and most of all fear... It is that fear that cost me my virginity, my soul and most of all my humanity... I had to fight to keep the christians hands off my soul, but they stole from my body and so did the U. S. Air Force... Rape and attempted murder... but image was more important... Vance AFB and Webb AFB... #WhyIDidntTell #MeToo TimesUP, Circle of Silence is no more....