Who do you Trust???

Trust, it is a word that holds different meanings to each and every one of us… some of us will agree and some of us will disagree on what the word “Trust” truly means, to me… it is pivotal in who I am…

Talking earlier about the first memory of violence before the age of 2…. it wouldn’t be until I was 6 years old, when the word trust started to gather meaning for me…. honesty and trust… something the christians shove down your throat as they rape and beat their kids… yep sounds about right…

When the shrink at Little Rock VA made the statement I didn’t trust anyone, he was dead on in that assessment… Trust is earned… I don’t buy into man-made sins… I buy into laws, ethics and morales… something christians have no clue about…

I can count on one hand the number of people I consider trust worthy, to a point… No one, not even hubby has my trust 100%, life had its say on that value… and hubby and kids know why if they think about it… you lash out and never apologize, well lets just say in my score book… you want me to believe any apology you offer… look into my eyes… and most won’t…

Those gray eyes of Margies turned a colorful hazel and change to green when Maggi is pissed or has you by the balls… It takes courage to admit your wrong doing, which is why trust is earned not given… most people will never own their behavior…instead they double down like the bigot Trump…. or Moore…

It is lonely in life, when you have no faith in your human fellows, including those that are close to you… survival is not dependent upon those we love or care about… Survival depends on reality and the fact humans are flawed…

I allow a few flawed humans into my world, not many… not because I don’t like people… because, Margies journey is more important than any other human out there… 26 people in Texas died so Margie could live again… their deaths were senseless… but it gave life to a child that died, because another child was born….

Trust is earned, not given… no matter who you are… and only one person has earned my trust and that is not 100%…. it takes a life time to build… it takes only a random moment in time to destroy…

Trust…

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I Remember…. Margie…

Author: maggi9454

Domestic violence, rape and assault are not new in America or the world... but it is accepted in the highest offices of our government in America... The catholic church, in congress and the white house... you can use and abuse people as long as you can make everyone believe the words coming out of your mouth.... My body shows the evidence of domestic violence and Air Force cover up... I am just one among millions whose government was complicit in rape and domestic violence... Until women step up and vote with their voice... Men in power, will protect men in power and do it in the name of your god and country.... Your voice, your vote...