Bad Dreams…

Yeppers it is happening and I am enjoying the ride… though my attitude is just a little agitated when I crawl out of bed… reliving your past is not fun when there are little to no good things to remember…

Last night I finally understood why I have so few female friends… I was being yelled, screamed, cussed and abused by 2 females in that home… Mother and sister…

When we got to Japan, after being there a while my sister wanted to take Judo… Keep in mind, my body went to hell and back just before our move to Japan and Don beat the crap out of me again after we got there, you got it, because of these 2 females in the house… mother and sister… the sister that says we are close… shhhh, no one knows about it…. not even me….

The judo loving sister thought it would be hilarious to toss me, in other words the person doing the judo stands in front of you, grabs your arm and toss’ you over their shoulder… and she did…

You can imagine the pain I was in when I hit that floor on my back, the back of my head smashing into that floor….

Yep, my sister and I were close alright…. in her imagination…

Sure explains why I have never trusted women in my life…. wow, what a ride last night was… got to hear mother using every cuss word that christian woman could come up with… I really did know how to push her buttons… she just didn’t know how to be an adult…. as for the sister… well she is to busy hiding behind her man made god to own her life…. you really can not fix stupid….

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I Remember… Margie….

Author: Adorable Spite

Domestic violence is an old song, sung thru the ages like a hymn and purported to be the way christians live their lives... full of deceit, hate, bigotry and most of all fear... It is that fear that cost me my virginity, my soul and most of all my humanity... I had to fight to keep the christians hands off my soul, but they stole from my body and so did the U. S. Air Force... Rape and attempted murder... but image was more important... Vance AFB and Webb AFB... #WhyIDidntTell #MeToo TimesUP, Circle of Silence is no more....