My protective world….

No real clue how to explain what I did… for a child it was thinking beyond her years… how Margie came up with the idea to protect her world till she was old enough to escape… I have thought about that often over the decades and even I did not understand why I had my world the way it was… until Margie woke up Nov 7, 2017….

Lets see if I can explain what Margie did to protect me, even as early as 6 years old…

I remember noticing that my mother treated me different from my new sister… I didn’t understand why, until Mike and I came across a picture that was truly worth a thousand words…. I can’t show it here, the people are still living… what we saw was a shocker…

My mother and new sister, by the time the sister was around 6 to 8 years old, she already was mature… and when you look at a picture of my mother and my sister… you would have sworn they were identical twins… it took us by surprise… but my new sister, could pass for my mother’s sister… they looked that much alike… of course time changes all that… but, wow, were we ever shocked….

Between my mother getting her mini me and molding her into another one of her… Margie learned quickly what her place was in the house… it was never a home… she with drew into her world of books and she treated every one the same… no one any more special or important than anyone else… In fact that is the way Maggi has lived her life since she was 18… treat everyone the same… no favorites…

Margie got to see what favoritism does to people… she got to see how they warp and twist the truth to fit their agenda….

Margie gave out affection the same to every person, mother, father, brother, sister, husband, child… no favorites… and most of all no bonding of any kind with any one…

Mother made sure of that…. until I heard Margies Song….

TimesUp #MeToo

I Remember….Margie…

Author: Adorable Spite

Domestic violence is an old song, sung thru the ages like a hymn and purported to be the way christians live their lives... full of deceit, hate, bigotry and most of all fear... It is that fear that cost me my virginity, my soul and most of all my humanity... I had to fight to keep the christians hands off my soul, but they stole from my body and so did the U. S. Air Force... Rape and attempted murder... but image was more important... Vance AFB and Webb AFB... #WhyIDidntTell #MeToo TimesUP, Circle of Silence is no more....