Sleep Paralysis…

Ever experience sleep paralysis???  It happened to me after the assault on Japan and after my sister tossed me across the room with a Judo move… and it just happened…

Sleep was never something I got much of until about 2012, when I saw a Dr. Oz show about magnesium and that is when I researched it and tried it… 

I have not had any insomnia or sleep issues, unless I wanted to stay up for something….

As for the sleep paralysis, If I have talked of this before, sorry, headache day…. anyway… the last time the incident happened with the sleep paralysis was about 14 years ago…

I knew I didn’t have narcolepsy, so I always associated the sleep issue to nothing… I had no clue and I never talked to any doctors about it… again, another one of those situations where it was brought up and dismissed by a health professional and I never pursued it… 

Anyway, the way it happens for me is at the end of the sleep cycle and for good reason… PTSD… I was reliving the assaults, even when I took power naps at the high school, because the study hall is where this all started… right after the assaults… Johnson High School, Johnson Air Force Base, Japan… which is now closed…

What that means, I am aware of the dream or nightmare, your choice with PTSD, but because I have the need to wake, my brain has not caught up with my body or it’s the other way around…  it has to do with Rem sleep and the disconnect between the body and the brain because you are awake during the dream… make sense or did I just confuse all of us???

It has not happened for a long time and I think a lot of that has to do with the confrontation when I asked my mother about my missing memory and she refused to talk… 

I will say it till I am dead… the brain, the most powerful computer on the planet and we really have no clue how it truly works…

The weirdest thing about it, I know before I go to sleep that it is going to happen…. EEG in 2 days, we will see….

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I Remember… Margie…

Author: Adorable Spite

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