Margies Song….of Silence

I never wanted to write or talk about the domestic violence or the rapes… I never wanted to open up and push outside my comfort zone and expose myself to ridicule and malice… I never wanted to go back in time and relive the horror I lived for 18 years in an Air Force, Christian home… I never wanted to revisit the past… I wanted it to all quietly die, the people … for all them to die and then I would never have to think of them again… It worked for a while but reality decided I needed a wake up call and it was not very nice when it bitch slapped me between the eyes…

Domestic violence, yes, I can come to terms with it… the only people on this planet that ever physically and mentally hurt me, mother, father & sister… though I would like to think the sister just got lost along the way… but after 58 years, that is doubtful… life is after all about choice and the word NO….

The Rapes, those are much harder for me to reconcile in my mind… as the memory comes across my mind, I flinch and jerk as if the rape is happening right this minute… that is what congress does not get… and every bastard up there should be made to listen… but you can not listen if you do not hear… and they do not hear the woman screaming rape… they hear only an attack against their agenda… such as it has been since the beginning of time…

Grassley, Cornum and many more in the Republican party should experience rape… it is a moment in time that changes you forever and takes from you forever and denies you forever… because of men in power… Trump is the worse of the worse on rape… but christians support these people… their god is more important than your HUMANITY…

That is the America we live in today… Nothing has changed since I was raped by a man in the Air Force in 1966…. in 79 I was raped while on active duty in the Air Force by 2 officers… then in 80 my child was raped… all at Vance Air Force base… it was more important to protect the image of the base and those in power, than it was to protect me or my child… FBI was never involved and this is a federal installation… all about men in power…

50 years of sexual abuse by our own government…. would anyone like to call me a liar, as they are doing Professor Ford??? I am not hiding anymore… I have no problem facing those I accuse…..

 But, they have a problem… ME…

TimesUp #MeToo

I Remember… Margie….