Raping of America….

Rape has been in the front of the news for a while now… Can’t tell you how miserable the last week has been for me… can not speak for other survivors of rape… but for me… I am ready to blow up the DISH!!! yea I know, turn the damn thing off… and I do… but the day starts with the news and that will be the tempo for my day if I let it… I chose not to let it…

I chose to not let people in power play games with my life…. I chose not to let my own sons abuse me… I chose not to let my own mother use me any more… I chose not to listen to the lies my sister keeps repeating… I chose not to let this neuropathy that is the result of domestic violence control my life…. I chose not to sell my soul for an imaginary god…..

I chose me… I chose to live my life, my way, with ethics, honor, dignity and the respect I earned for treating everyone the same… no favorites, no difference… not even Mike gets different treatment after 24 years of marriage… I learned that lesson well at the age of 6…. 58 years later, I stay true to course….

I did not break or bend when people tried to break or bend me… I did not fold, when my children were vulgar, rude, obtuse and most of all self-centered…. they learned that from granma and granpa and their uncle who is their age… yes they took the lessons from that home while I was in Japan and ran with it… biggest mistake I made, letting my kids stay with my folks for a year and all the while, I am helping them pay their mortgage off…

Don (dad) thanked me for that, when I spent the night in the hospital with him…. pissed mom off too that he thanked me… little half-sister got that house and the money and little brother…well his wife loves my momma so much…………………….. FYI…. Sarcasm…..

Sodom and Gomorrah had nothing on America… when the sitting President is a rapist and the GOP are pushing through a rapist for the supreme court… 

Well you will find me holed up some place in the hills… loaded to the bear to protect me and mine… because all hell is going to break loose if Americas morals and ethics support this kind of garbage…. #4 taught me how to shoot, a refresher course at the local gun club… some big dogs and I going to be a hermit while America tears its self apart… sorry couldn’t resist… so over all this since Trump got elected…

I could have used eloquent words and wrote this in a way to get attention…. I am over that… Its time for blunt honesty and a real look at the corrupt values we have in our government for the last 64 years…. that is how long I have lived and most of those 64 years our government has been anything but honest…

I am debating quitting this writing… I am still in debate…. either Margie or Maggi will win… unless of course they compromise… a novel approach that congress could learn….

TimesUp #MeToo #WhyIDidntTell

I Remember… Margie….

Author: maggi9454

Domestic violence, rape and assault are not new in America or the world... but it is accepted in the highest offices of our government in America... The catholic church, in congress and the white house... you can use and abuse people as long as you can make everyone believe the words coming out of your mouth.... My body shows the evidence of domestic violence and Air Force cover up... I am just one among millions whose government was complicit in rape and domestic violence... Until women step up and vote with their voice... Men in power, will protect men in power and do it in the name of your god and country.... Your voice, your vote...