Interesting day with the doctor…

The doctor… I let her have her say… and when she was done… I had mine… and hubby says I did spectacular… but no gold star….. he didn’t have any on him and the doc thought we were nuts…laughter… always have laughter…

So what is next for ye ole brain… MRI would be my guess… but I told doc about the contrast scan done at the Oregon VA by neurology and they could get those results…. They may do another EEG, but more extensive….

Bottom line… I do not meet the formula for seizures, but my brain does things they do not get, so they want to play with it and I said okay… to a point…

No sign of cancer… I did make sure she documented the headaches, which occur in all the lobes… not fun, when it bounces from one to the other… 

When all else is ruled out, the obvious is left… TBI, due to domestic violence at the hands of my mother and father… and help from lil sis for dumping me on the floor out of the top bunk at night… between those 3… my poor brain is lucky it knows how to wipe my ass and that is a fact…

Okay, maybe not so funny… but you have neuropathy in your arms and see how well they work… see… not always the obvious…. 

Doc agreed to back off on the blood to every 4 months and she actually took notes as I gave her the background info she didn’t want to hear during that Friday night phone call….

For me… It will put it to rest completely, by letting them do the test… The fact the Air Force lied, to protect my father… then when I was active duty… they lied in order to protect the 1st Sgt at Vance AFB, so the man could retire and his son… the rapist… was never prosecuted… and now we have rapist in the white house and the supreme court… 

I should have met a medical board… I might have gotten my answers back in 1983… if it wasn’t for the image of a military base… my life and my childs meant nothing… we were expendable….

I feel for every child born from this day forward…. Americans born, have no security when the cradle of our justice is crippled by bigotry and hate… because someone is different from you… 

Doctor 0000 Me… I told you so…. sometimes I do love this goofy smart brain of mine… time to go be-fuddle it for the night….

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I Remember… Margie….

Author: maggi9454

Margie was born into a typical christian military family... Her story is anything but typical... Domestic violence, rape, attempted murder and all done while my dad served in the U. S. Air Force and they buried the truth... then my own children impacted by Air Force cover up while I am active duty.... Rape, Attempted murder, domestic violence and discrimination in the name of the United States Government... and it is still happening as I write... just look at Trump, Kavanaugh and Thomas.... Circle of Silence is no more....