Getting to Know you….

You want to know what it is like to drive in a place like Italy or Japan… take a walk into my brain… the traffic is that loud, that congested and that fascinating…. okay, total geek to the end… what can I tell you, I find the brain fascinating and always have… since the first sleep paralysis happened at Johnson AFB high school study hall…. never forgot the first time it happened… it was after the beating in the off base housing…. on Japan….

When the kid that got kicked out of the Air Force killed 26 people, including children… the thing that stuck out to me… Air Force and Texas… two days later I started talking and unfortunately for my husband… I haven’t shut up… but, I am slowing down….

Knowing that the EEG just shows abnormal brain waves is no big deal… all the bad stuff has been ruled out… all the life threatening things are not candidates for my issues… all these next test will show… I have abnormal brain waves and the only reason for them, domestic violence… I was never in an auto accident and no other human or animal on this planet has laid a hand or paw on me… only the first 18 years of life… did anyone ever physically deliberately try to hurt me… my birth family….

That is all I need to know… and that folks is what gives Margie her freedom… she proved that the people who say they love her, (only for her brain)…. were the same people who tried to control her… all because they believe in a god that is invisible… and I am the one with a mental health diagnosis… something wrong with that picture….

It does come down to what you believe and for some… they are so afraid to face life and what they have done in it… they will hide and never, own the life they chose and the path they took… they do not want to get off of that path and they will never own any bad or corrupt behavior….

That takes being an adult… and in the world today… there are not that many of us…. just look at the rapist in Washington…. and Americans put them there…. 

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidntTell

I Remember… Margie….

Author: maggi9454

Margie was born into a typical christian military family... Her story is anything but typical... Domestic violence, rape, attempted murder and all done while my dad served in the U. S. Air Force and they buried the truth... then my own children impacted by Air Force cover up while I am active duty.... Rape, Attempted murder, domestic violence and discrimination in the name of the United States Government... and it is still happening as I write... just look at Trump, Kavanaugh and Thomas.... Circle of Silence is no more....