Neurology follow up…

Got a phone call today for a consult concerning the EEG… Now I get what my doctor was saying… she didn’t understand any of the technical jargon I was spouting about the EEG and wants the neurologist to go over the results with me…. okay, I am trying so hard not to bust out laughing… college educated means just that… and doctors, I tell ya, they just do not keep up with things that are not part of their field of study… and that surprises me and it doesn’t… because government employees are the same way… if it’s not in the job description all hell will break loose if you make them do anything other what is in print for the job… true story…

So enough of the shits and giggles… what does this mean… Nothing… The doctor and neurologist see seizures… only one little problem… been married to the same man for 24 years and we spent maybe a whole month apart since we got married and he never saw me have one seizure… end of story… so what is the other possibility…

That is simple… abnormal brain waves can be for no other reason, than, that is how the brain works in that human… unless they have had a TBI… and are also diagnosed with PTSD and I have both… and that accounts for the abnormal brain wave…

I have been experiencing what they would call an episode, since Thursday of last week… headache is bouncing around from one lobe to the other… and all these lobes were injured by concussion, from mild to moderate… possible severe… this happens when I focus on anything, be it to learn something new, or a memory… this is what I live with and have lived with since I was a teenager… 

This has gone on for as long as I can remember… and no seizures as a child… for anyone to use the excuse of the bruises on my body caused by seizures… I will show you a criminal… forensics is specific on how children get injured and seizures never fit the bill for those injuries I sustained… so not sure what aunty tiny was referring too about “Margaret you have been through so much”… statement… since she was not there for any of the assaults and would only be going on the lies that came out of the abusers… but then she thinks I don’t remember much about her and that couldn’t be further from the truth… oh yes, memories before 13… they are full of the family…

To fit the profile for any illness, you must have certain symptoms… and I do not… the only symptoms that I fall into… PTSD & TBI… all at the hands of my parents… christians… the only people on this planet to do me harm…

Followup with neurologist in Feb of next year… yea for veteran health care….

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Author: maggi9454

Margie was born into a typical christian military family... Her story is anything but typical... Domestic violence, rape, attempted murder and all done while my dad served in the U. S. Air Force and they buried the truth... then my own children impacted by Air Force cover up while I am active duty.... Rape, Attempted murder, domestic violence and discrimination in the name of the United States Government... and it is still happening as I write... just look at Trump, Kavanaugh and Thomas.... Circle of Silence is no more....