Step Back on the Blame Game…

I wrote how the Air Force did this and that… yea, corruption has been around since man or woman could think of a way to make things go according to their agenda… you know, full steam ahead… damn the torpedoes mentality….

Yes the Air Force is corrupt and it probably always will be, when you put humans in positions of power and they are more concerned about losing that power than the humans they serve with… you will have corruption…

Nothing new in that aspect of humanity… but, I got to thinking about how and when did I really start the journey, when it came to my intelligence or what I thought was the lack their of… and it all started with that first test I took to go into the Air Force at 18 years of age… and flunked so miserably, I never forgot it… and for good reason… I knew I wasn’t stupid… but I knew something was off… I just wasn’t educated enough and maybe even if I was… the brain was to damaged still to go any further than it did…. this was 1972….

By 1977, I had given birth to 2 kids… and one of those was in June of 77…. I took the entrance test into the Air Force in Aug of that year and passed with only one issue… I couldn’t do the part of the test where you fold things visually and now we know why…

By September I was at basic and spent the next 5 1/2 years going through a hell that I didn’t think was possible and all the while, having the time of my life in uniform… I loved my job…

So in a way the Air Force gave me an indirect hint that I had a mental issue… one caused by one of their active duty members, my dad… who was still serving when I entered active duty… now imagine the scandal if it came out at Mather AFB about the man in charge of many airmen… who nearly killed his own daughter… now serving in the Air Force… yep, you can’t make this stuff up… reality is so much more fun than fiction, especially when you live it….

What it all comes down to… men in power, protecting men in power and manipulating the simple-minded into believing anything… even if they wear the evidence on their sleeve that they are corrupt like a flashing neon sign… people have to want to open eyes…

Yep mental illness is more pervasive than you can imagine… I may not carry my paranoia with me anymore… but I am always watching my back… I have so little I can trust in America… because of those in power….

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I Remember… Margie….

Author: maggi9454

Margie was born into a typical christian military family... Her story is anything but typical... Domestic violence, rape, attempted murder and all done while my dad served in the U. S. Air Force and they buried the truth... then my own children impacted by Air Force cover up while I am active duty.... Rape, Attempted murder, domestic violence and discrimination in the name of the United States Government... and it is still happening as I write... just look at Trump, Kavanaugh and Thomas.... Circle of Silence is no more....