Trust your Instincts…

I have relied on my instincts since I first figured out what they were and by the time I hit 14 years old and had multiple TBI’s, trust was the last thing on radar… Survival was…

I get most people will have full knowledge of their injuries and will have a supportive family or friends to make that journey…

I had no such luck with my immediate family or what they call extended family and dad’s family is massive and 100% messed up… old school, rape, beatings, abuse and do it while going to a baptist church… and the catholics think they are the only ones to suffer abuse… not in my world…

Yesterday I found a cousin had my sister, mother and other family members as friends on face book, then she is friends with other cousins… and for the longest time, someone had been dumping anything and everything that would trigger a reaction out of me and they were getting one daily, a reaction that is…

Well I couldn’t eliminate one cousin and not get rid of all, so I got rid of all and low and behold and I get up this morning and NOT ONE thing is posted on face book that is upsetting to a veteran suffering PTSD… NOT ONE THING!!! Speaks volumes for the people I eliminated off face book yesterday… sure Americans support veterans… they call themselves christians or good people??? REALLY??? wow… 

Very nice to start the day with zero baggage that is being shoved in my face on line, except for the physical pain that is always a companion…

Sometimes you do not want to listen to your instincts… but just like dogs who can always tell good from bad… so trust your gut… listen to it… I have a feeling the rest of my year on-line will be much quieter….

Told you, bullies and liars, always give themselves away… always… and self-righteous bigots called christians, do it with a neon sign… it just took me longer to see pass the blinking rhetoric of bull shit…

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidntTell

I Remember… Margie….