Comfort, when you turn off emotions….

Many times I catch myself reverting to my old pattern of behavior… Shutting down my emotions, turning off my senses, growing silent inside, numb to the world…

Got away with that for many decades… Once in a while it was out of my control an the tears flowed like a waterfall…. As it stopped, the control was mine an the wall got higher… Every time anyone hurt me, mother, father, sister, partner, child or grandchild… The wall got higher an higher….

The wall is still there…..

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I Remember… Margie….

Trust is earned, not given…. a two way street that has zero U-turns…. lies destroy all trust, you have yet to earn it back…. My world, my choices… I own them, do you???