Moments like this… AHA!!!

Surreal is an understatement… today has been off the chart for memories and realizations… putting the puzzle together, so much so, my past is fast becoming a continuous movie instead of a slide show… sorry, I do video editing for fun…

What’s the eureka aha moment… realizing my sister gave me all the proof I wanted about her lying when she attacked me on the blog about the boob incident that happened when she was 6 years old…. and holy crap on a cracker am I smiling right now… VINDICATION!!!! 11 months ago, she proved she was lying by her own admission about remembering this incident…

You see, sis kept telling me she had an in farct thing happen from a surgical procedure… only one tiny little problem with that story… if she had the kind of incident in surgery, it would have been caught and she would have gone immediately into physical therapy to help her with what is usually impacted by such events… short-term memory issues…. it was hard to find data on this event that would have impact on the memory sectors that she insisted were impacted… gee, guess all the neurology and psychology is paying off… wonder if I can practice???   lol…

Here is my analysis of what she was trying to do… because we already know, by documentation on me by Psychiatry and recent tests…. I am missing memory and when you lost memory from an infarct, it is virtually impossible for it to isolate specific memories and leave other memories… I know this isn’t going to make sense… but I have been living with missing memory since I was 14, and I spent the last 50 years doing all the reading I can on the subject… thus why my track record is perfect and the medical profession is zero…

What has any of this to do with anything… If she attacked me as recently as a year ago about the boob incident, which happened 58 years ago… she has all of her childhood in her head that she chose to remember… and the lies I kept pointing out that she denied…

Well lets just say… she should have kept her mouth shut… because just like mommy dearest refusing to answer my question about missing memory… Sister dearest gave herself away, when she attacked me on a memory from when she was 6 years old…

Memory loss is not selective… You can not pick and chose what you remember, if you have no kind of brain injury… be it stroke, infarct or TBI, like I suffered… the memories you lose are based on the events and where in the brain the event happened and that doesn’t mean, all the memories in just one sector of the brain… nope, they be all over the brain… but there are categories and classifications and many,  many reasons… why the story my sister tried to pawn off on me….Because she thought I was stupid…

Guess mommy dearest didn’t give her a heads up, considering mommy dearest is the manipulator of sister… Wow… this time sister did reap what she sowed…

She lost me, simply by lying to me, instead of owning her life… Guess being a child of god, that you can not see, touch, smell, hear or hold,  is more fulfilling than a living and breathing sister of blood…

Yep, what they say about blood being thicker than water… Not in my family…. wonder what else will get put into place today… now this is my kind of christmas…. and the best presents of all… 

Knowing the truth, because… Truth Matters…

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I Remember… Margie…

Sgt. USAF DAV