MRI over and very interesting experience…

Back in 1998, the VA in Spokane did an MRI on my adhesions, to keep an eye on them… well I went for the appointment and the minute they put me in the tube I had a panick attack…

This time doc wrote a script for a pill, took it, but they took me back before the pill kicked in, so this was going to be interesting or we would wait for the pill to work… just a FYI, it never did… the pill that is…

So they get the IV all set up, put the thing over my head, slide me in and I take a deep breath and think okie dokie, let’s do this… 45 minutes later and no sedation… MRI is done…

What this means… getting my memory back about being lock up in a closet, because someone in my parents home hated me more than my mother…. Once I faced that memory and the brat that did the act…

Claustrophobia seems to be a thing of the past…. Which goes to show, the more memories I get back and address, the more Margie comes out to play and so far her hand is a full house… because every thing the family tried to bury by nearly killing me… they did not succeed… so…guess what…. I’m …… back…….

As for the letter from the VA, it’s a board hearing before a Judge in a few weeks concerning my appeal, so they haven’t shot it down yet… So I guess I will be transferring stuff to my lap top and get ready to do that hearing… 

I have the MRI disc and yes I have a clue… but not that much of a clue… I did radiology in the military, so I get how to understand the stuff…

What I did see, which was not a surprise… the right side of my brain, the right temporal lobe is smaller, kind of pushed in a little… that tells me I am right about the attack in Texas and it was the Right lobe that suffered a severe brain injury….

As to being able to tell anything else from those pictures, which is the full-blown MRI scans… I have some research to do and crash course on reading them… I can do all the doctors do when they look at them, so very glad I get to look at them too before my appointment…

Other than the dent in my right side of my brain… I couldn’t see anything that would indicate, cancer, tumors or MS or Dementia…

But it will be fun to learn this stuff… so challenge accepted…

Long day over, dinner is cooking and I am ready to relax….

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I Remember… Margie…

Sgt. USAF DAV