MRI today…

Used too, I would be totally stressed out about a test like this, because of being claustrophobic from something that happened years ago…

It is funny how, when you work at taking control back of your life, the obstacles you can overcome….

So excited today the test gets done… Slept good, which surprises me, I used to stress over this kind of stuff… Now I am just excited to finally, just maybe get some answers…

I acknowledge they may find zero damage to the brain… TBI’s do not have to leave a mark to cause injury and loss of memory… but I know the science is a lot more complicated and I am looking at it from a simplistic view…

Regardless… I have waited since 1978, when I got sick in the military to get this test done… and in the mail is waiting a reply from my VA appeal that has been going on for 7 years now… Informed delivery by the post office, lets us know, everything we are getting in the mail… so I am interested to see that and open it and see them denying me… which, I have already started formulating my reply… and this time, it will be off the charts with evidence and sarcasm for incompetence and negligence on the part of the employees in the Veterans Administration… Already ripped them more than one new asshole… So I be their favorite when my packets arrive at that office…. I do have a way with words, when the brain is happy…. Lets hope the brain is happy when I respond to their decision…

Used to on that subject of the VA, I would stress, get super angry… not anymore… it is amazing when someone like me suffers a TBI and loses memory… the government can hide… but I plan to nail them to that proverbial cross, like I have done so many times before… Haven’t lost an appeal yet… Always a first time… but, now with new ammunition, I am going to have me some fun with stupid federal employees…must be nice to be on furlough and know that you will get paid, maybe not right away, but you will get paid… so many people who can not afford to miss one job, let alone two… but federal employees, have it made… I know, did the job from 72 to 96…

Well enough rant for the day… chores to do and get ready for my appointment…

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I Remembe… Margie…

Sgt. USAF DAV