Be careful what you wish for…. this one is wow….MRI results….

Picked up the copy of the MRI report… Ya know, I have to admit, sometime I even surprise myself on how smart my brain is and how capable it is to adjust from the good to the bad and back to the good and that all happened within 30 mins of reading the report… for anyone out there with medical knowledge and has been following my blog…

I was right about the stroke and it happened when I was a kid… and no I never got medical treatment… If I had, I would know about it… but mommy dearest and daddy, just lied and lied and lied about my injuries and my aunt Tiny, Betty, Uncle Johnny, Grover, Stanley and Aunt Aline and Granny… helped to bury the truth… and they had no problem taking property from me, when dad died… yep, crap does follow crap down the hole called greed…

I guess the shrink at El Paso was 100% dead on about the edetic memory… because the doctors went on my memory about my childhood and only during last 18 months of health care… can’t help but grin, when I see my regular doc and rub her nose in facts and that just maybe the health care professionals should learn to accept TRUTH MATTERs…

Lied I never have to any one in health care… but was I believed… Not until 18 months ago… now that is pathetically sad… and all or at least 90% of my health care, U. S. Air Force and Veterans Administration… but the media would rather do a story about a dumb ass who can’t get an appointment… but someone like me…

Rape, Attempted Murder, Rape Again and again… and on a federal installation… yep, the media would interview a guy who can’t wipe his ass to get an appt at the VA… buy my story means nothing… gee, I think I am just a little pissed at the moment…

I really respect Professor Ford for what she did… But Senator Graham showed me, women like me, will never get recognized for the abuse we endured and at the hands of the United States Government… men in charge, protecting men in charge and nothing has changed… since that little girl died so long ago in Big Springs, Texas in 1968…. nope nothing has changed…

My military discharge should have been medical… and I have the proof in my little hands… I never had a mood disorder… Paper test was what they based my discharge on… not medical science… when you want to bury the truth… you do what they did to me…

My children’s lives were impacted and still are… Mine… you see the fight I am giving and how quite the voice is heard… because no one in the media, gives a damn about truth… they want sensational stories, based on rhetoric…  okay enough rant…

I now know for 100% sure, I suffered Traumatic brain injury which would be assessed as moderate to severe… the report says much more… and this is all I am willing to share…

I will have more test to go through… I expect a 3D fiesta sequence, those of you with knowledge, can read what that is for, on-line…

As for the other stuff they found… They found exactly what I thought they would find…

I have damage to the right frontal, temporal & parietal lobes… So between mom beating me at age 6 & 8… then dad at 13, 14 and 17…

It confirms that TBI count is a minimum of 5 to and excess of 100… and that is because sister thought dumping me on the floor in the middle of the night off the top bunk was funny… and that region of the brain is an area they are doing more tests on… the bone scans done in Japan showed modeling and uptake in that region of my skull… that is why they thought I had Pagets’… but turns out… just repeated trauma to the back of the skull… more than likely, this is why I am going blind… it will take more tests for them to confirm that suspicion… and so far my track record is…

100% correct on my diagnosis… Doctors are at zero… I have a feeling the neurologist will be the only doctor gaining points here on out…

I may write more later, but right now…I am absorbing the fact… what I have written about is based on facts and this MRI does not lie… but people do and mother and sister and brother have lied their whole lives… because to be a christian and adult… you got to own your life and we can see, by the tests and more tests I will go through… none of them are talking and they all know the truth… but are so scared to tell it…  yep that is a christian to a “T”… make me go through hell again for their behavior and inability to own their lives… insanity at its best… glad I escaped… barely….

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I Remember… Margie…

Sgt. USAF DAV