Accepting Freda wanted me dead…

It’s not hard to accept that she wanted me dead… It’s not hard to accept that she did everything she could to kill the mind that she gave birth too… It’s not hard to accept that I have zero love for either mommy dearest or the late daddy Don…. Nope, none of that is hard to accept…

What is hard to accept… that there are millions of people walking this earth that use religion as an excuse to hurt those they can not control… and it happens daily…

Gee that did sound like the mass exodus from Europe an invaded the Americas and told the natives convert or die… and it happened on Hawaii…

Well I didn’t convert, but death, well lets see if we can keep it on the door step and not let it in just yet… I still got lots left to do and tell this story and write the book and expose the corruption and hate of christianity…

Just got a call and yep the doctor took the fax to heart and they are aware that the symptoms are picking up and that there is a very good chance the Vistula is doing something that is not good for my brain… people die instantly when these things rupture and there is already evidence of a bleed on my brain…

Am I scared… hell I would be lying if I said I wasn’t… told the girl at the doc’s office, make that next pill stronger, because I am beyond freaked out, I am terrified… so panick attack will likely happen if not sedated for the next MRI…

They are expediting everything and I was shocked that I heard from them today… so for the first time in forever… I am getting prompt medical care… could be, because I said I got a lawyer involved… but, I would like to think the doctors are finally not only listening to me… 

But hearing me…

I want to be around to watch my one of my great grand kids become president…

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I Remember… Margie….