Oahu, I really hate flying….edited

Kind of knew they couldn’t do the test here… I already did that research the day I got the MRI report and I knew it would be Oahu…

Since this is sedation MRI, hubby will get to go with me… I don’t expect it to happen real soon, unless they think it is a priority or an emergency and from what I have seen today by the VA and the doctor’s office… 

I go with emergency type situation… oh joy… Not the kind of reaction I expected, but you know what… the sooner the better and the fact everyone is aware… means if I drop, and hubby can get the ambulance here in time… there is always a chance…

I know from reading about brain bleeds, infarcts and strokes… I know what to expect and I know what can happen and I know what I could lose…

Margie or Maggi or both…

Well at least hubby gets to go with and help me and be there for me… so it makes this next adventure a little more tolerable, if nothing else… support is always key in what ever crisis you go through…

Sadly, I have been down this road before and I remember it to vividly… and if you are wondering if I remember Texas… no, what I remember is the Japan incident and the involvement of my sister and my mothers sarcastic hate… and that was when things changed for a few years and the beatings backed off… until Okinawa and Freda told Don… “You shouldn’t have done that”… the last time he hit me upside my head…I am remembering the recovery, it was ugly and down right awful…Japan beating is what I was referencing…Brain a little in over drive right now….

Funny how things work out… I live the life most only dream about and my mother and siblings… are hiding behind their religion and their lies… and life isn’t all that nice to them from what I have been told lately…

So yea… Karma does exist… lets hope the good stuff stays with me on this next adventure into the thing I fondly call Margies Brain…

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I Remember… Margie…

Sgt. USAF DAV