Life is good…

Even with all my body and brain have been through… Life is so very good…

I may not be the wealthiest person in America, but I took every dime I got from the VA settlements and invested in our future…

We didn’t live high on the hog… We don’t eat out, we don’t go to the movie theatre (couldn’t sit thru one anyway), we don’t live lavishly or wear expensive clothing or jewelry…

No, when Mike & I both had to give up working, we were making 6 figures and living life and supporting our kids…

When our income got cut in half, I still made things work and we were able to be their for our parents in their time of need, we just went without… but I always kept my money in real estate…

Now that is all done, and it is just living life on our disability income, still not eating out, no movies, unless at home and we haven’t bought a new movie in months…

It is more about me, the last 12 months, making sure that if anything happened to me, Mike was taken care of, because he would lose 75% of our income if I die… insurance to make sure things pay off and give him a cushion to sell the home and move back to Washington…

You see, when I stepped in my doctor’s office in Aug of last year 2017… I knew my time and days were numbered… it just took the doctors and the VA on the big island of Hawaii 16 months to listen to me tell them the truth over and over and over and of course they are just like the show me state, so I have to be a walking time bomb before they get their head out of their ass… and people wonder why veterans die when we are supposed to have the best care in the nation… because we are dealing with a nation of morons in the veterans system… and if you are a woman… well you just went to the bottom of the barrel… honest… they put a guy on the news on the east coast in 2016 about VA appointments and holy crap on a cracker… I can’t get the media to do crap about my story… it will always be men getting taken care of and the women will always be the carpet beneath their feet… and that is a fact… FYI I trip every mother fucker that walks on it when I get the chance…

So yea, I have lived the life most Americans dream about, lived around the world via the military and my civil service job…. Lived around America because of the military and civil service…

Now I am just tired… and ready for some peace and quiet in the country, so If I want to run around buck ass naked I can… but now that drones are so popular, this old body might break those cameras…

I take the good with the bad… I vent the bad, so that I do not physically harm the others and I work to become a better person… I may not always succeed… at least I lived life and didn’t hide from it… and I brought the depression, the illness and the body together, so that I could learn from the past…

You know what… I did…

Learn that is…

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I Remember… Margie…

Sgt. USAF DAV