Kind of Symptom free… kind of…

So little sleep, you would think with all the bitching we hear on Hawaii about how expensive it is to live and exist…. our neighbors showed us, they can afford to spend a couple hundred on stupid fireworks… guess we don’t need to donate to the food bank or anything else for the rest of the time we live here… because our dogs were in our lap until after midnight and the roosters started crowing by 5 AM… so not a happy camper… well if my first blog this morning wasn’t a clue as to how my day will be… lets hope I find something stupid and ridiculous to make me laugh the rest of the day… doubtful… but the day is young… and humans… they seem to never fail to disappoint…

As for the symptoms… other than having difficulty sleeping on my right side, because the side of my neck is sore up to my temple… and that is weird, because one minute I touch and do not want to touch again and an hour later I touch and it doesn’t hurt… and this has gone on since Japan… I remember the symptoms…

As for headaches, had one on the left lobe this morning, but nothing on the right or the partial… 

I can feel a dull ache in my temple and that is a very old friend… got to go with 50 years on that relationship… and that dull ache can turn into a full-blown, eye vision altering type of headache and I feel a pulse… trying to remember… excitement and stress are not my friends right now…Any clue how hard it is not to go there…

I mean, this feels like my brain and I have a clear-headed day… but that pain that goes from my temple to my ear, says it will likely be another pain filled day with all kinds of issues…

Issues like, I can’t hold my cooking utensils when I cook or I can’t get my fingers to respond to the brain command, even If I am focused and telling the limb to work… it has a mind of its own and that is called a “fistula”…. 

We will see how the day goes… Go do my mile walk, before it gets warm and putter around doing my chores… maybe today… this thing in my scalp between my brain and face will play nice…

Maybe….

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I Remember… Margie…

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