Nose bleeds and Anemia… oh boy…edited…

Okay, this is an interesting day for this diary stuff… 

In the military, long story short, at a pool party for someone retiring and I get a nose bleed just as I am about to dive into the pool… this would have been about 1980… and there is the aha moment…

I had a hysterectomy in 79, so no more periods… I had only had my period or menstrual since I was 16 1/2 years old… so from 1970 to 79 I had hormones and then they were gone… oh that was so much fun at such a young age… sorry I digress…

Anyhow… As a teenager after the Texas beating, stroke and fistula party… I started having nose bleeds… learned real fast how to not treat them too… so by the time I am in the military, they happened… and at the most in opportune times… like the pool party… but… I also became anemic after the hysterectomy and had issues with anemia for about 20 or so years…  Don’t think any blood work has shown that problem since about 99….

So yea it works out in my head without thinking about it… Texas and I have blood issues… by 99 those issues seemed to stop…

Again… doctors missing the evidence right in front of them and I am the one that is stupid…

I know a lot of cuss words in other languages, right now I really want to use a bunch of those… this just piss’ me off beyond belief…

What do you got to do to get doctors to listen… If I went and looked at my medical records … and counted the number of licensed, college educated people I dealt with… it would take all my fingers and toes, Mikes and my kids… and that is a large number…

America… not sounding all that great now…. still blows me away, It took this long to get anyone to listen and finally and most importantly….

Hear… just hope I am around to give those ears a few of my choice opinions… I can lay it out there in such a way… it leaves everyone’s jaw on the ground…

Why do you think Don & Freda Bagwell tried to kill me…

I always have a smart ass remark… funny, but to the ones who think they are an adult… it gets right to that over blown ego…oh the moral to this little story…

I am just as exhausted now as when I had anemia and nose bleeds… so it makes me wonder, where is it bleeding and draining… because this fatigue, is making me feel like I am stoned on pot and we aren’t smoking any… and there just went the painful throb letting me know, don’t piss it off or the headaches will start back up… UGH!!!

Before I forget… the right ear feels full, like something is in it… this is a feeling I have had before and there just went the right frontal lobe and the throbe… hope no headache like usual… it always hurts, and has now for months with more discomfort, it makes it known it is there… no clue if the full feeling in my ear is connected to this mess, which just released and that was after the throb or pulse at the fistula area… I really am not having fun anymore… I am so trying to keep it together for Mike… he won’t see this part, he read the earlier post… so yea… no longer having fun…

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidntTell

I Remember… Margie…

Sgt USAF DAV