Weakness on the move….

Okay you got me on this one… no headache… I can feel something in the side of my head, like a knot or a lump, not physically feel… no it’s the sensation that comes from that area of my head where they think the fistula is at…

My typing speed is back up and the pain on the left side of my head has faded… but….

Pressure behind both eyes and no, I do not have glaucoma… but it runs in the family…

The weakness, that is the weirdest and why I knew I had a stroke at some time in my life, even though no one told me of the stroke… don’t ya just love christians… if they can’t convert ya, they will kill ya… and I be walking proof of that….

I still have weakness, but what happens, I’ll be doing something or sitting in my recliner and I put my arm out and it drops on its own… in other words, like the limb was heavy from a stroke… well now it is happening to my right side…

I do not know if any of these symptoms are life threatening or if the fatigue I feel is connected…

I just know something is terribly wrong and Mike is learning all the emergency medicine I can remember from my training and studies…

For decades the old timers of the military told me… do not piss off the people in the VA system and I told them… they were just imagining the bigotry and bias…

They were not… I have fought for decades to get heard… It took a civilian doctor under contract with the VA to listen, and even then… I am still not heard…

We have been discussing the plan of action if I pass away… it may take a few years… but Mike will make sure what has happened to me, a woman veteran… it doesn’t happen to the kids serving now…

Who knew… you could be blacklisted in the VA health care system… Men who served before me knew… they watched their friends die…

Hard to have a voice, when no one wants to listen… sobering realization of what Americans are really like… and the fellow veterans you served with… now it makes sense why the VA system is so screwed up… Bigotry and Bias from men and women who once served… Wow….

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidntTell

I Remember… Margie… hope you do too…

Sgt. USAF DAV