Games have begun… so not fun…

Made a call into the doctor…. just to keep her informed… They have a request in at the VA for a priority… which is a laugh…

I am a Priority 1 Service connected veteran… and I have been the last to get care, when men are involved… and sadly that is a fact…

My blood pressure has come down and the diastolic is down where it is less dangerous… the systolic still elevated…

What concerns me now… the heart rate, which is over 100… for me, whose blood pressure is usually 125/75 on both sides and heart rate usually in the high 70’s low 80’s… when it hits 110 beats per minute and I can feel it going on… not a comfortable feeling…

The rates changed after a sharp pain in the left lobe, I would say the edge of parietal area… then I get a pain in the right lobe, where the fistula is at…

nauseous… cooked breakfast and I was lucky to get 10 bites down, before the dogs got it…

Been that way since Tuesday… lack of appetite, high blood pressure after getting out of bed… pain in areas of the arteries, which just means, I probably have a clot associated with that arterial area… one in the stomach and one in the left arm and leg… seems to all be on the left side of my body…

Makes me wonder… have I been having little strokes since this summer, when I noticed the marked weakness on my left side of my body…

The doctor’s office is trying, they wanted to have me to come in and I asked, what can you do??? I can monitor my BP from home, I have all I need if a heart attack or stroke happens… So what is the doctor going to do now, listen??? Jeez!!!

Sleep is not happening, it is lots of tossing and turning, because no matter how I lay, it hurts in my shoulders and neck… a big warning for impending stroke…

This is so wrong… What happened to humanity in America???

Oh yea… Religion!!!

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidntTell

I Remember… Margie… hope someone does…

Sgt. USAF DAV